A Midnight Thought

Is this right, what I feel now?

Isn’t it just the same mistake as the old days?

Am I doing the same mistake for the second time?

It’s been so long, too long, actually

from the last time I felt this thing

I am not that easy to feel this kind of feeling

This one, is the feeling which I can only find in him

Him, my past story

And now, the feeling comes again

With a different person

That I never thought it would be him

I tried to deny this feeling

But I knew that I just wasted my time

It’s him

Why should him?

Is it just because of his laugh?

Don’t make me laugh, then

I want to wake up from this beautiful dream

Stop me

Don’t let me enjoy this heaven

00:50, June 20^th, 2015

(Agatha Elma Febiyaska)