Is This A Final?

We finally said goodbye

I hate saying goodbye but I had to

I was there in my blue shirt, his favorite color

And he was there in his red shirt, my favorite color

It was stressful to talk with him before the time

I forced laughs, faked smile

We had a good moment

With a broken heart

I could see how he built the wall

I could see how he tried to stop the midday talk

Whatever it is, I have said what I wanted to say, at least

Now I am trying not to be disappointed

I just want to wait until next year or next two year or next three year

I want to see how he will be at that time

While waiting, I will pray for him

The best things that do not disappoint God

Be good there!

14:45, June 21, 2015

(Agatha Elma Febiyaska)